36 days & NOT mom of the year

Yep, I'm not getting any kind of award anytime soon. I missed Sisters first field trip. Not because I didn't know about it but because I just couldn't make it with all that I have at school right now. Little man has had a hard time adjusting to the move so we planned a skip day for just us. He ended up with my mom because I had to work on school. I missed his Halloween party because I didn't know about it. Ends up my oldest one wanted to dress up and didn't  tell me till about 5:30 the night of trick or treat. I havent talked to anyone much less seen anyone since, um,  I don't know how long.  I'm pretty sure its going to be the death of me. This is one of those classes that you have to have before you can move on. A specific "order" to things I guess you could say. My issue with it, besides the fact I just cannot do it, is that its stupid. I will NEVER EVER use it again. If it had something to directly do with patient care I would understand the necessity. But its not. even. close. and to make it even better, my instructor is one of those really really book smart people without any common sense. I spent 2 hours talking to him yesterday and I am no better off than I was before. I've had 3 tutors that couldn't even begin to do it. I have finally found one that is pretty good. The problem is making our schedules fit.  I have quizzes due Fri, Sat, Sun, a 100 point test Mon and a 400 point test Thurs. I was supposed to work today but instead I am sitting in front of the computer without a clue.  And this will be my routine for the next 36 days.